kisah sambal belacan...

terharu dgn kesanggupan mak smlm..aku mmg jenis yg suka mkn pedas..jd, bila smlm..ms lunch, mak buat ikan bawal msk kicap..

gmbr hiasan je..

mcm biasa bila tiba waktu lunch, aku akn blk rmh utk mkn dan berehat..al maklumlah..rmh dkt dgn ofis..so, mkn d rmh la..lagi sedap dr beli kt luar..kadang2 aku x blh mkn ikan yg dibeli di luar..sbb diorg x msk betul dan x berapa garing..kekadang bau hanyir lg..huhu..x lalu den.. :)

ikan kuah plak aku x gemar sgt..cerewet betul kan?hehe..so,hny blh mkn ikan yg dimsk sndiri atau mak yg msk..sbb makku sgt mementingkan kebersihan ikan tu. sblm msk, mak akn pastikan ikan tu betul2 hilang hanyirnye..baru blh dimsk..

ok, berbalik pd awal cite td..aku suka mkn pedas..x sah klu dlm lauk tu x rasa pedas..so, ms tgh mkn lauk ikan bawal msk kicap tu..aku ter-ckp gini..
"nape kuah ni x pedas, mak?..selalu mak buat pedas kan?"
mak kata.."ayah kau dh x blh mkn pedas..mak pn msk x pedas la.."

mulutku pula dgn x sengajanya ter-ckp..
"org x biasa la x mkn pedas..rasa lain je hari ni"..ish2..byk komen plak aku ni..hehe..
tp, mak aku phm dgn selera anknye ni..so, dia pn kata..
"ha, nnt ptg kau blk keje, mak buat sambal belacan utk kau"..
"ok mak..nnt org blk, nk mkn smbal belacan mak.."

bila tiba jam 5.30ptg..tibala ms utk blk..tp x blh blk lg, sbb bos aku ni tiba2 bg keje lak..ish2x dh nk blk brla sibuk bg keje..dah tu nk kna siapkan time tu gak... br diri ni rs excited nk mkn smbl belacan mak..haha..xpe2..sbr2..dgn sepantas kilat aku siapkan keje tu..pastu "rush" blk rmh..haha..excited betul..

tp bila smpi rmh..mak blm buat lg..xpe, sbr.. mgkn jap lg kot..aku pn bt ape yg patut..ms tgh "bersiram", aku t'dgr bunyi "tuk..tuk..tuk"..rupanya mak sdg menumbuk smbl belacan..hehe..akhirnya makku bt jg..mak x lupa sbnrnya..

lps selesai bersiram..aku jenguk mak yg sdg tumbuk sambal belacan itu utkku..aku tau, bkn sng nk bt smbl belacan yg sedap..aku ni pn x 'pass'2 lg nk bt yg "serupa" cam makku bt..nk menumbuknye plk kena ade kekuatan tgn..klu x, mau lenguh tgn ni menumbuknya..tkasih mak, bt kan org sambal tu dgn ssh payah..org tau, tgn mak mst pnt menumbuk tu..tp demi ankmu, mak sggup membuatnya..dlm usia sdh msuk 60 thn seminggu yg lalu..mak gagahi jg..bkn tdk ade 'blender' di rmh..tp mak kata..sambal belacan, jika ditumbuk lg sedap..

camni la lbh kurang sambalnye..


sambal belacan yg dh siap..

mlm tu..aku mkn nasi dgn seleranya sbb ade sambal belacan..yg penting, pedaaaassss....x cukup cili merah, cili api skali makku letak..ha..amik kau!!! pedas gilerrrr.. tp xpe..ianya suuuungguh sedap!..tp..aku rasa, sambal itu terasa sungguh sedap kerana ia dibuat dgn penuh kasih syg oleh seorang mak kpd anaknya..aku terharu dgn kesanggupan mak..maaf jg klu org tersalah ckp siang td..xde niat nk komen mskkan mak...hrp mak x kecik hati..

tkasih byk2 mak..sayaaaang mak..

THIS IS ME..

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THIS IS ME...

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

-Camp Rock Soundtrack-